Maybe it’s because not knowing what’s next makes life not only unpredictable but messy. When Brad’s feeling out of control over something in his life, he quotes Steve Martin from Parenthood: “I don’t like messy.” I don’t know if any of us like messy, but at some point we all have to accept that it’s part of life and we can either 1) live with it begrudgingly, 2) keep trying to manage and contrive and control and drive everyone-including ourselves– crazy or C) Look beyond the mess and enjoy the journey despite the uncertainty.
You can see for miles. Roads stretch out before you with very little to obstruct the view. Over the open prairie, the sky’s big and the earth gently heaves and sighs. It’s beautiful and I’ve grown to love it.
On our way to Gavin’s Point Dam over the July 4th weekend, we drove over hills and through dales that actually twist and turn so you can’t always see where the road leads. I found myself looking down the byways and wondering what was around the bend. One little road, for some reason, seemed magical. It looked lovely and mysterious and like it could only hold treasures.
In my younger years, I’m quite sure I saw my future through those same curious, hopeful eyes; anticipating the best kind of magic. But at some point in my life, I’m not even sure when or how it happened, my view changed. What lay beyond the bend became something I feared. Instead of hopefully trusting that life (or more aptly the Giver of Life) would be full of ups and downs and twists and turns that eventually always lead to someplace lovely, I started believing that danger lurked in the unknown places.